Catch Up

I apologize for not posting since fucking June. My mental health has been shit, I had to admit myself into a behavioral hospital at the end of October. It was Hell, I hated it, but I did meet some cool people, ironically. Not sure if anyone is actually interested in hearing about the psych ward, but I can write about it if y'all want. I am still looking for a new job, hopefully remote, but I am also like, can my mental health even handle a big boy job? I wish I could actually write a book, or come up with a single idea for something original. I wish I could be a trans-supporting version of Rowling.

Anyway, trans update. I completed my 8-week course from Bliss. We learned about bottom surgery, name changes, etc. and are hopefully starting the process of a legal name change at the end of the month. I am very lucky to have been a part of this program, because a name change is like $500 I don't have right now.

I have an appointment with Bliss at the end of the month, and I am going to ask about top surgery. He said he wants to wait at least a year and a half of me being on testosterone, so that my titties shrink to their smallest size. This is fine with me, as I gotta save up like $10k anyway.

I got my girlfriend a dog for Christmas. He has been a huge hassle but we love him, his name is Bino and we think he is a German Golden mix? We adopted him from the shelter, they suspect he is about five or six years old. He at least makes me leave my house at night to walk him.

I am really missing my mom, especially since the holidays. It is weird and lonely, being without her. I need to write about memories, so I don't ever forget them.